Hoppipolla-Sigur Ros

Fall in love to the song 'Hoppipolla' by Sigur Ros recently,
this is the song by the Iceland band that recommended by Prof Roslan,
i don't know the exact meaning of the song,
but just feel 'relief ' whenever listen to it,
somebody told me that listen to an unknown language song can help in brain stimulation,
i am not sure is there any evidence for this,
but i rather believe it,
perhaps it's a good try...

'THE SECRET'

Went to the prostho viva today,
spent half hour sitting in front of the 3 interviewer,
answering a lot of things that i am not really sure,
whatever...
i don't know how to describe the feeling at that moment,
the scene is just like the one i had faced half year ago because of the stupid fault,
same doctors and same place,
but the time i had crying,
and today i am smiling...

i start believe and understand the philosophy in 'THE SECRET' now,
read this book during my first sem holiday,
the time after the case happen to me,
i had fall down once on the way i am running,
because of that,
i become the 'high profile' student in the department,
that's why i have to strive more than the others to be survive,
i am holding the philosophy in my mind in this past half year,
to finish all my requirements
and the 'secret' is real,
as i did it in the end,
which me and you thought it is impossible in the beginning....

dental life

It's already quite some time didn't update my blog,
in the past 2 month,
i feel like i am running in a marathon,
i ran to chase for the clinical requirements,
so that i can get the 'ticket' to go into the exam hall,
well,finally i got the pass
after a lots of fear and tears,
but i still have to keep running,
no rest,no excuse,no choices,
i have to runs across all the rails,
'we must learn to run,
this is the rules
to be a dental student',
as what my senior said...

come to year 4,
i just know what is 'dentistry life'
i know it's a bit late,
but probably i am not the only one...
14 papers non stop for the final,
i have to keep running although i am very tired,
and nearly exhausted,
because i have no choice,
otherwise i will be kicked out from the course,
which i have already struggling for it for the past 4 years....

today the last paper was over,
but tomorrow i still have to run for another viva,
i am really lucky as i can go to the distinction viva,
but it's really just a luck,
a luck that come to me after the case half year ago,
hope i can also pass for another six subjects,
i don't hope for any high CGPA,
or any viva distinction,
as long as i can pass,
that's really enough...

i don't know where is the real endpoint of my marathon,
but i will try my best,
to keep running,
towards the end,
Bless me...