MOS

Did the first minor oral surgery in my life today,bit disappointed with myself.perhaps is because i enter the clinic without well preparation as i thought there it's not my turn today.The patient is a young Malay male,having impacted 48 with caries,i ran up and down to get few specialist to consult for the case.Finally i start the surgery at 3.30pm.it's quite late.i am really afraid when i hold the scaple blade and do the first cut on the mucosa.the hand is bit tremor but i try to control myself and be calm.but still, i am not able to do a very nice cut.Cutting the tissue is not as easy as what i have observed on what the doctor done previously.The flap is not big enough.I need Dr Su's help to continue the flap opening.Because of too nervous,sometime i don't know what am i doing.i section the tooth but i don't know what am i cutting on.If i am the patient, think i will hate this operator.I'm so sorry.After struggle for about 45 minutes,finally it come to suture part.But again,i am disappointing everyone,i forget how to put the suture.and it's real hard to pierce the needle through the moving soft tissue that full of bloods.i am fail again.i really angry with myself.Perhaps this is the last chance for me to learn MOS in my university life.Hope i can do it well for the next...