Friday, November 28, 2008

解脱

终于,一切都结束了!不单考试那七关,还有我要独自面对的那第八关考验也结束了,我已经不懂得怎么形容那段时间的心情!反正,我必须承担的后果已经是个事实,哭了一整个星期,泪也在那一刻干了!

从考场出来那天,原本应该是笑的,唯有我,心情变得更沉重,不想听也没心情听到大家讨论接着去哪玩的计划,更不想打扰他人的心情,唯有匆匆地离开,准备面对即将发生的事,那一刻,我很想哭,可是却哭不出来,无助的感觉,真的很难过!我并不期待任何人的安慰,安慰只会让我更难过,只希望大家默默的祝福,毕竟那是我一个人做的蠢事!事情结束后,才躲起来让自己的泪尽情地流干,这一次,很彻底,彻底得后来还被友人质疑我的笑容!我解脱了,终于解脱了,虽然自己所承担的后果并不轻!然而,除了无奈,我还能做些什么呢?

ps:那一天的下午,我是开心的!

2 comments:

  1. Though I have no idea what happened to you and what you're facing, but you'll always have my backing and blessing no matter what ^^

    No worries, Be happy... Take a smile :)

    Finally you've finished with the exam, congrads~ no longer torture by books and notes~ So are you going back home to see your family soon? There's no better place than home~ (I'm expecting my brother coming back in mid December too, so that my family can reunite again [though it's only a vacation time])

    I've made a major decision in my life over the last 2 days. I've decided to quit my current job coz the bad boss, office politics and many other things (really a long story... i hope one day i can share it with you in depth~) As a dentist, i havent learned much clinical skills from this job... however, as a whole-person development, i've gained a lot.... at least now i know what am i looking for in life... I'll finish my work at the University and take a few days off to go 'caveman' again... this time to consider my options and plan for my future. Hope this time i can come up with something concrete and can share with you again~

    A song for you again: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S3fB32aYMi0 This is one of my favourite song~

    Keep in touch~

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